Kate is freaking me out. That's all I can say. Too much invasion of personal bubbles and Othello-like jealousy. It's kind of starting to get on my nerves. I want to tell her to get a grip on herself, but I think she knows she needs to do that already. And anyways. I am not the person to be telling others to get grips on themselves.
I know it's totally insane but I keep having this paranoid feeling like they assingned that writing book just for me. It's like, oh, we couldn't get her to learn the normal way, maybe if we make her read this book she'll get it subliminally, dorian gray-style. Way insane, but if gives me an accute dislike of the idea of ever reading the book. Even though my dad says it's good. Gah, which brings up the whole madness...why does Vicki bother me so much now? She has been so nice to me about everything. OK, maybe that's why. If she told me my writing was shitty and I'm a miserable looser I would feel so much better. I guess I just need to spend more time with her not in class the way I used to.
Hmm...love gets replaced with hate far too easily. I definitely need a medium setting.
The good thing about hanging out with Kate, Anneka and Chloe all the time is that I know I can call them, I never get tired of doing things with them and they will be perfectly happy to do any of the things I want to do. Everyone else is a very frightening prospect. Although I did start calling Ramya which is definitely a step in the right direction. Also had Madelyn sleep over. Haha. Too funny for words. I don't think she'll call me for several years after how early I made her get up. Even though I didn't actually make her.